Hey, I'm Eimear, 17 from Ireland. I'm very much a lesbian, I'm also a complete gamer, nerd, historian, tea, book lover. I'm good at giving non judgmental advise so fire away. If you want to know me ask questions.
I hope one day we’ll be able to go fishing on the lake on Saturdays and have your family over for dinner at night and then have lazy Sundays together, watching movies on the TV in our room or playing games on your xbox and just lay in bed looking out the window in the evening until it turns dark and just be consumed with each other’s company all through the entire weekend. I want to sit on our front porch on hot Summer nights and have random conversations. I want to discuss what we’re going to do about the unpaid bills, worry about saving for the future of our kids and experience both good and not so good parts of sharing a life together. I want to plant our favourite flowers in the back yard with you and make the house we live in slowly turn into a ‘home’ ; the personal space of you and me. Most of all, I want to wait eagerly whilst making supper for two until I finally hear your pick up pull in the garage so I can grab you once you’re inside the door and kiss you hard because I’ve missed you all day and nobody or nothing would be able to stop us because there’d be no more distance. No more different time zones, no more $1700 flights that are 24 hours long. We’ll be waking up to the same sunrise on the same bed and the distance that once existed would now just be a memory.. ♡
don’t cross oceans for people who wouldn’t cross a puddle for you.
No, do it. Do cross oceans for people. Love people, all people. No conditions attached, no wondering whether or not they’re worthy. Cross oceans, climb mountains. Life and love isn’t about what you gain, it’s about what you give.
It’s funny. I told one of my friends I wasn’t suicidal anymore. I lied. And tonight I wish I could end it all. My parents don’t appreciate the fact that I would rather be 6 feet under than sit through dinner with them and discuss fairy lights, horses or my future. They don’t understand that I don’t mean to come off as rude, I just have so much to try not to think about that I can’t help but be snarky to them. I don’t mean to have bad patches, I’m trying. I don’t say sorry As much and I don’t stutter or stare at my hands or feet anymore. I’m trying so hard. I’m sorry.